November 2011
What mask are you wearing today?
I’m wearing the mask of a girl that doesn’t know that her boyfriend wasn’t a virgin before he had sex with me and took my virginity. Also, my mask includes ‘just being friends’ with a great guy.
“A goal is a dream with a deadline.”
– Napolean Hill
Hi, I'm Eva and I am..
Stupid. Fat. Ugly. Dumb. Fake. Liar. Hateful. Mean. Loveless.
“I love the way you love, but I hate the way I’m supposed to love you back.”
– Silver Chair - Miss you love
Tonight, I dreamed of snow.
You self-destructive, little girl,
Pick yourself up, don’t blame the world.
So you screwed up, but you’re gonna be okay.
Need to make a statue in school.
Everything I can think of, is stuff I don’t want anyone to know.
Here I was, thinking I could finallu trust people..
Grandpa died...
And I’m not crying. Why am I not crying? I don’t even feel anything. Gosh, I’m a bad person.
